
Logan
Lynn Marr
October
14, 1995
- January 31, 2001
Find A Grave Memorial
Life for
Logan had been
one of moving in and out of homes, some of relatives and others only
with
their mother. Eventually, Christy, her mother, was told that if she
wanted
to keep custody of Logan, she was going to have live under a set of
rules
set down by DHS. Christy would have to cut all ties with her mother,
which
was a relationship
that DHS
considered
unstable. DHS also had been told that Kathy, Christy's mother, was
married
to a man who had been convicted of sexually assaulting a teenager, this
information was not true. DHS said that as long as Kathy stayed married
to Mitch, Christy was in danger of losing her daughter, Logan.

Christy
tried to
stay way, however, Cathy was one of only a few sources of emotional
support
that was available to her. At one point, Logan was left with a baby
sitter
at Kathy's apartment. Mitch had moved out by then, but, he showed up
that
day. A neighbor called DHS and they immediately tried to get custody of
Logan claiming that
Christy
had put
her in danger.
Christy
found out
that DHS was going to take Logan, so she took her and left, heading
towards
Boston. Realizing that it was no good to leave that way, Christy turned
around and went back to Maine. The next morning, two caseworkers came
to
her home and took Logan and she was placed into a foster home.
At
this point, Christy
was pregnant with her second child. Christy was told that in order to
keep
custody of her new baby, she would be required to cut ALL ties
with
her mother and she would need to go to several different counseling
services
which included one on one counseling, parenting skills classes and job
training. Christy was also placed in a group home and was told to stay
there until after the birth of her second baby and that she should then
find suitable housing for herself and her children.
Christy
gave birth
to another baby girl and named her Bailey. After the baby was born,
Christy
moved into a new apartment. Kathy and Christy were in contact ONLY
through video tapes that Christy sent to Kathy, which showed her the
new
baby and their apartment. Doing everything right, or the way DHS SAID
was right, Christy was able to gain custody of Logan back from the
foster
home.
The
price Christy
had paid for gaining back custody of Logan, was to lose the
relationship
she had with her mother, the longest and only lasting relationship she
had ever had. Christy was 21 years old and raising two children all
on
her own. Christy decided to go to Florida and live with her father.
Though
Christy had accused her father of molesting her in the past, she
eventually
admitted it was not true. After about nine weeks, Christy realized that
it was not working out with her father and his new family and she
returned
to Maine.
Having
no job and
no where to live, Christy moved in with her mother and once again had a
boyfriend who was not good for the children. Though he was a convicted
burglar, Christy married the man named Paul.

DHS
eventually found
out about Christy having moved to Florida and her new husband and they
reopened the case. The new case worker was Allison Peters. Allison
received
a complaint that Paul had hit Christy in front of Logan and though the
complaint was never confirmed, Allison showed up with two police
officers
and removed
both of
the children
from Christy's custody. After that, Logan would never live with her
mother
again.
Christy
badly wanted
to get her children back, she divorced Paul and was working two jobs as
well as attending the counseling that she was ordered to take. Christy
was transported by DHS vans to visit with her children in their new
foster
home with Mary Beth Anderson.

Mary
Beth kept a
journal in which she stated that from the beginning, Logan asked when
she
was going to be given back to her mother. Logan saw a therapist several
times in that month and his notes show that Logan would play and the
things
she acted out were Mommy and Daddy fighting, Mommy and Daddy losing
their
baby, a big sister taking care of a little sister and how she had been
taken away from her mother and didn't know why.
Mary
Beth wrote that
Logan began to have temper tantrums:
"Logan's
outrage
is still bad. The child has anger by the ton. Logan pushes and
pushes
and
if I don't
react, pushes further with whining and screaming and punching
with
closed
fists and kicking"
Mary
Beth started
to believe that Logan may have been abused at one time in her past.
Logan
was brought to Spurwink Clinic, a clinic which specializes in child
abuse
cases. Nothing was found to substantiate Mary Beth's fears of abuse. It
was recommended that Logan receive counseling to help her deal with not
being able to live with her mother.
During
this time
a DHS caseworker name Sally Schofield was thinking about adopting a
baby
girl. She already had two boys and now she wanted a girl. Though DHS
tries
to discourage their workers from adopting children from the system,
Sally
enrolled herself and her husband in mandatory training classes for
adoptive
parents, she then began the process of trying to get approve to adopt a
child.
Some
kind of physical
incident took place between Mary Beth and Logan, though DHS would never
say what it was. Logan and Bailey were moved into another foster home,
the home of Sally and her husband. Allison Peters told her that the
move
would only be a temporary one though the department was trying to
terminate
the
parental
rights
of Christy and the girls would be available to be adopted. Sally says
that
she saw signs in Logan that pointed to neglect of Logan. Logan seemed
to
have a need to take care of Bailey and she quickly grew attached to her
new caretakers. Sally says that she fell in love with Logan and Bailey
the first weekend they were in her home.
Christy's
visit with
her children were cut back by DHS, during that time, Sally was working
on bonding with the girls. DHS said that Christy would have to provide
her own transportation to and from her visits with her children,
Christy
had no car. Christy was also not given the last name, address or
occupation
of the woman who was raising her children. DHS claimed this was for
safety
reasons and that it was required by them.
Christy
became discouraged
with the situation. She began to miss her classes and counseling
session.
She remarried Paul and at one point, she walked out of a meeting with
her
caseworker and therapist. The therapist reported to Allison Peters:
"Christy's
progress the past five months has been slow at best. She has missed
several
appointments
blaming transportation and oversleeping, our appointments are
at
2 p.m..
Recently when cut off from seeing her daughters Christy 'fell sick' not
leaving
the
apartment
or calling me for help. Christy has on a regular basis blamed others
for
her
problems.
Can't pay the rent -- no job. Can't get GED -- have to be available for
my
girls.
Can't
get a driver's license -- no one will lend me a car. The bad guys have
changed
since
the
beginning of her counseling, but little else has. I hate to think that
her
relationship
with her little girls will be on this yo-yo schedule for so long"
Logan
and Bailey
were getting used to living with Sally. Sally had been able to give
Logan
things that she was not given while living with her mother, due to
financial
reasons. Logan was taking swimming lessons and dance classes, however,
she didn't see to be happy. Logan's rages continued and got worse.
Sally
claimed that the fits were worse when Logan came home from visiting
with
her mother. The notes from a visit with DHS in October were as follows:
"Logan
kept
telling mom throughout the visit that she was her favorite person in
the
whole
world.
As the visit was ending, Logan ran to mom and said, 'I want to go
home
with
you.' At one visit, Logan asked Christy if she knew what Sally looked
like.
Christy
said,
'Yes, I've seen her,' and Logan responded, 'I don't like her"
Logan
continued to
get worse in her behavior and Sally was at a loss as for what to do.
Logan
would throw a fit, screaming, kicking and she became so violent that
Sally
was afraid she would hurt herself. Sally suddenly found herself
doubting
her parental and DHS case worker abilities:
"I
was supposed
to be trained. was supposed to be educated. How come I couldn't
help
her?
How come I didn't know what to do"
Christy
continued
to have supervised visits with her children and she could clearly see
that
Logan was not doing very well. DHS had been discouraging her from
talking
to Logan about what was making her so unhappy. During a taped visit on
December 18, 2000, a DHS supervisor was watching a listening during the
visit. At that time,
Logan
told Christy
that Sally had hurt her. Logan stopped opening her Christmas gifts and
squeezed her cheeks together with one hand while saying:
"She
did this
to me, and I cried, and it hurts me. She
did
it to
my sister, too"
Christy
wanted to
find out more about what had happened to her children and when she
tried
to talk to Logan, the DHS supervisor shook her head and wouldn't allow
to her ask Logan more about the incident. In January of 2001, Logan
told
her mother about another incident where Sally had handled her roughly
and
wrapped her up in a blanket. Once again, Christy was not allowed to ask
for any more details about how her daughter had been treated. Though
DHS
rules say that caseworkers are supposed to visit foster homes on a
regular
basis and to investigate ANY allegations of abuse immediately, Allison
Peters didn't do either of these things.
In
January, Sally
had quit working as a caseworker and that opened the door for her to
adopt
the children. Though Sally had so much trouble with Logan, she still
wanted
to adopt her. Christy had started to believe that she would never
get her children back and on the night Logan died, Christy had written
a letter to give to her daughters at
their
scheduled
visit. A snow storm on that night, January 31, 2001, prevented the
visit
from taking place. The letter would never be given to her daughters and
Christy would never see Logan alive, again:
"Dear
Logan
and Bailey, my sweet little ladies. I think of you so much and often it
seems
hard
to believe
you girls have been gone so long now. In a month or so from now,
I
stand the
chance to lose the both of you forever. And it's been no picnic, but
this
is
not
your fault.
It's mine, and mine alone. I want the both of you to know that no
matter
what
happens, I love you, and will never stop fighting for you"
Read
the entire
letter, here
On
January 31, 2001,
in Chelsea, Maine, Logan Marr died while restrained in a high
chair
by being taped to it with duct tape. Her mouth was also taped and
this caused her to die by suffocating. Her murderer was someone
who
should have been protecting her. Logan died at the hands of her foster
mother.
Sally
claimed that
on that afternoon, Logan was throwing a fit:
"I
asked her
if she needed to scream and she said yes.
I
said, 'OK,
well then let's put you some place where
you
can scream"
Sally
claims she
put Logan in a high chair in the unfinished basement. She said that she
left Logan there for an hour, though she did check on her several
times.
Sally said that she started dinner and then went back down to the
basement
and found Logan, still tied into her high chair, lying on the floor and
she wasn't breathing. Logan was taken to Maine General Hospital and she
was pronounced dead.
An
interview with
police, later that night, sounded fishy. Sally said that Logan must
have
knocked herself over and that she had not been belted into the high
chair.
Police did a search of the house and turned up evidence that was going
to prove different. Found in some boxes in the basement was 40 feet of
duct tape, in little clumps. Tufts of
hair
were sticking
to the duct tape. An investigation revealed that the duct tape had been
wrapped around Logan's body, head and around her mouth. The official
cause
of death at her autopsy was listed as asphyxiation.
When
police returned
to her home with the new evidence, Sally tried to say that Logan had
managed
to tangle herself up in the duct tape. It was an obvious lie and Sally
was arrested and charged with depraved indifference, murder and
manslaughter.
Sally waved her right to a jury trial and UNBELIEVABLY the
judge
decided that Sally had not intentionally killed Logan. Sally was found
guilty of man- slaughter and her RIDICULOUS sentence was only
28
years in prison. Apparently it's okay to abuse a child to death, as
long
as you don't mean to do it.
The
judge had this
to say:
"A
person is
guilty of manslaughter if that person recklessly or with criminal
negligence
causes the death of another human being. The defendant's conduct was
unquestionably
reckless."
When
being lead from
the courtroom, Sally hid her face as she had done many times before.
The
press asked two questions of her which she ignored:
"Do
you have
anything to say to Logan Marr's family?"
Would
you
have done this to your own child?"
In
October of 2005,
a judge ruled that Sally should not get 28 years for what she did to
Logan.
She was later sentenced to 28 years with eight suspended, by Judge
Thomas
Delahanty.
Following
her death,
Logan's younger sister was removed from Sally's home along with her own
two children which she lost custody of.
The
foster care worker
who was witness to Logan saying that Sally had abused her and was
supposed
to be looking out for Logan spent about a month off of work, with pay,
and then returned to her job. Allison Peters was in court and
testified,
she was never asked about her own failure in the case of Logan Marr.
She
was placed on leave and returned after a month. She has since left
DHS.
There
was no formal
disciplinary action taken against ANY
DHS employees related to the
death
of Logan. The case did prompt the State Legislature to initiate two
investigations
of the department.
Bailey
was moved
to a THIRD foster home after the death of Logan. Christy fought
with DHS for a year in order to get Bailey back. In February of 2002,
she
was given permanent custody of her daughter.
Logan's
mother said
the following:
"All
I have
are memories but no Logan in the future"

Logan
and Bailey

I would
like to give
my sincerest appreciation to Logan's Grandmother for sending me the
following
pictures and to Logan's sister for sending and allowing me to use her
message
about Logan for this page.
Sharon,
We
would like
to thank you from the bottom of our hearts, for giving us the
opportunity
to tell you and your viewers about our Logan. Logan was a very bright
and
beautiful little girl, her favorite color was purple, her favorite
cartoon
was Arthur, her all time favorite movie was Babes In ToyLand. Logan had
a deep desire to know the who, what, where, when and why of everything.
She loved her mom, and baby sister, Bailey, as much as any child could
love.
I told Bailey
about your site, and asked her if she could tell the whole world one
thing
about her sister what would it be, she thought for a moment and said, I
miss my sisters voice, it is so hard to listen to an almost seven year
old have to talk about her big sister in the past, instead of the
present.
We have learned so much about what goes on behind the closed doors of
D.H.S.
It is very scary, that at any given moment your child or grandchild
could
be taken away and never seen or heard from again and no explanation
needed.
I am
sending three pictures, one is of Bailey at age 5 and a half, when
people
see this picture, they think it is Logan, we have to show them, its
not,
Bailey and Logan look so much alike. I am also sending you the front
view
and the back view of Logan's head stone, it is very beautiful, it
reminds
us of her, Logan had a thing about water, she loved it, her head stone
rests, with a stream running on the other side. Bailey, has had her
hair
cut since then and is quite the young lady, more grown up then any
almost
seven year old should be. Bailey is back with her mom and has been for
almost four years now, she is very much a mommas girl and she is the
light
of my daughters life, if ever a mom and daughter belong together, its
them
I want to
thank you, for taking the time to listen to a still grieving
grandmother,
and a very proud grandmother of two beautiful little girls, and a very
proud mother.
K.B.
When
I asked Logan's
Grandmother about the phrase "Talk To The Hand" on Logan's headstone,
here
is what she had to say:
"
Talk To The Hand"
was something Logan used to say to her grandpa, my husband in a gentle
way would say what a cute little boy she was, and she in turn would
say"
I am A little girl", her grandpa would then tell her he was getting old
and he forgot and said he was sorry, they did this every morning, until
one morning Logan put her little hand up and said " Talk To The Hand
Grandpa,
cause I am not listening any more" she tossed her little head backed
and
laughed, my husband had tears in his eyes and said " yes Logi Bear you
are a very beautiful little girl" ( Logan called him gampa, because she
couldn't say grandpa, her nick name was Logi Bear and we all called her
that. It became their thing about talk to the hand, they were very
close,
very where he went, you could bet Logi Bear was only a couple of steps
behind him, she adored her gampa and he adored his Logi Bear. I hope
this
helps, and again many thanks for your support.

Baily 5
1/2 years
old. She does look exactly like Logan.
Both are
beautiful
little girls.






Return
To Logan's Story
Read
An Interview With Christy Marr
Read
An Interview with Sally Schofield

For
information
about preventing child abuse in the state of Maine, click the links
below.
If they can't help you, ask for someone who can. NEVER give up
looking
for help for an abused child!
Call
this number
to report child abuse ANY WHERE in the United States!
1-800-4-A-Child
1-800-422-4453


   



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